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Barbara was quiet as she often was these days.Jane watched her sister from where she was leaning against the window, staring down into the palace gardens a million miles away. She could remember when they were children, the way that Barbara went tearing around, the way that she never held back about anything. Their father had hated it, that little spark of wildness that had never seemed to flicker and die within her. Now it seemed as though it had, King Richard had poured cold water on it and not even a flint could bring it back again.
It broke Jane's heart.
"He didn't come to my bed last night," Barbara's voice came quietly, in the privacy of the two of them together. "Richard, he didn't -," Barbara took a shaky breath as Jane crossed the room to put a gentle hand on her sister's shoulder, careful not to touch the tender bruises of last week.
"Bee?" Jane asked quietly.
"Is it terrible?" Barbara murmured, "That I'm relieved, perhaps he's tiring of me?"
"I don't think that's such a terrible thing," Jane murmured, unable to stop herself imagining the idea of taking Barbara away from court. To her husband's home perhaps, where Father wouldn't be. If there was enough space and time then perhaps that little flame that had always marked Barbara would begin to burn again. As bright as her sister's hair. She was sure that she could make some excuse to Father and it was unlikely that Barbara would want to be as Hedingham anyway.
Barbara gave her sister a small smile before paling a little more, "I can't help but turn it over in my head..." She whispered, "If he tires of me...what will he do to me?"
Jane opened her mouth to answer but she was interrupted by a series of violent raps against the door, she'd barely arrived at it before it flew open and there like some avenging valkyrie was Anne Percy, Countess of Northumberland.
"May I help you, Lady Northumberland?" Jane asked, noticing the furious expression in the woman's dark eyes and sliding forward a step in front of her sister.
"Why didn't you warn her?" Anne blurted out, "The King, he went to my sister's bed last night and -," Anne cut herself off, taking a deep breath. "Did you not see him call her? You should see Mary this very morning, I -,"
"Likely she is no worse, Lady Northumberland than my sister has been," Jane said icily, her hackles raised. "I would suggest that you do not come barging in here making accusations in a fit of temper,"
"You should see the state my sister is in,"
"As is mine,"
The two women regarded each other, it was Barbara's voice that finally broke the silence. "Janey. Leave it, please?"
Something different flashed upon Anne's face as though she was seeing Barbara for the first time, for a moment she opened her mouth as though she was about to say something when the door opened and Henry Percy entered.
"If you'll excuse my ill manners," Henry said with a polite nod, "I will make sure my wife does not bother you further, our daughter is still a few months old and Anne is still highly strung after the birth." He laid a gentle hand on his wife's arm, "Anne, I told you this would not solve anything, come Mary is asking for you?"
There was quiet for a long time after the couple had departed and Jane turned to her sister, noticing the familiar blotched look of when Barbara had been crying.
"I'm sorry," Barbara murmured, roughly wiping her eyes with the back of her hand. "He always says I look so terrible when I cry,"
Jane took Barbara in her arms, holding her gently as Barbara collected herself.
"It'll all be alright Bee," She soothed, "You'll see,"
Yet there was a sickening feeling in her stomach, one that was getting too hard to ignore.