Welcome back! I hope the break did you some good, because there's always a lot of detail in these updates and it is appreciated. Now, on to the next soul-crushing remind of Russia's bleak future (And I mean that in the best way possible)
What I think is clear from this, and it's something I've not brought up before nor have I seen it brought up, is that the end results of these vicious civil wars is going to result in a lot of screwed up people. Consider this is the early twentieth century, and consider that some of the nastiest people to be active in this century aren't even eighteen yet, it's not a conductive atmosphere to be living in. That scene where the Petrograd assailants finally see what it is they have done to the people inside the city is proof enough. You can't forgive, though the food does help. Certainly history is written by the victors, but there will always be someone to remember the atrocities. And as long as that person cannot forget, nor too can the guilty, no matter how much you try.
Oh my god, that really is saying something.
That bit about the two Captains comiserating for a moment, and then immediately returning to the fighting is great. It's a moment of sanity, a moment of "....Huh. Boy, this is stupid." and then the immediate realization of "Fuck it." wiping out the last. It's pretty much a summation of the entire Russian disaster.
Man, Lenin is in a really unique position in the timeline at this point. By all accounts, he is in the best position he has been in his life, he is the highest up the ladder that he can be. And yet, he is constantly being locked out of meetings, behind on information and the like. OTL, he's perhaps the most forward of the Troika, he's got his own cult of personality, here he's constantly dancing upon the verge of being Someone but never quite reaching that pinnacle. Nominally, he is primed to take his rightful place. But in reality? ...Well, reality is never quite what it seems,, is it?
As per usual, it is the Jews who get the blame. Fuck.
Well, at least thing seem to be calming
OH FOR FUCK'S SAKE.
This was brutal, and I really liked it. Can't wait to see what fresh horrors are to come.