Chapter One Thousand Ninety-Seven
10th September 1954
Berlin
Kat had been planning on spending the remainder of this week and the next at her house on the East Frisian Islands. But now she was staying in Berlin because of Tatiana and Malcolm, they had been going to their Great Aunt and Uncle’s house while Kat and Douglas were out of town. Uncle Klaus, who had been ignoring Doctor’s orders for years to take it easy had landed in the hospital after he had suffered some sort of cardiac event at work. Her plans having fallen through. Kat had just been sitting around the house being reminded as to why she had never been interested in watching television, especially in the daytime. Instead, she was spending time with her children, trying not to be annoyed with Malcolm’s constant questions and Tatiana’s need to get into everything that was within her reach. It was mostly because Eha wouldn’t be back until later. Having the twins play in the fenced in back garden was safe enough so long as Kat kept a close watch on them.
Kat was sitting on the back steps watching Tat and Kol when Petia stepped out the back door. “You’ve a guest Katya” She said, “I can watch the children while you take care of it.”
There were several possibilities about who it might be. None of them were people who Kat wanted to deal with at the moment. Reluctantly, she got up and went into the house. When she entered, she saw that while it was someone she wasn’t expecting, it wasn’t someone she wanted to deal with.
“What do you need Minke?” Kat asked.
Minke Glas was looking at the cracked plaster in the entry. “This isn’t the sort of place I imagined that you would live” She said as Kat led her into the parlor where she sat on the couch.
“It’s where I’m comfortable” Kat replied, “There are a lot of happy memories under this roof.”
Minke looked at Kat as if she were an interesting specimen in a lab. Kat remembered her from her time at University as someone in the background, but never as someone she had interacted with. She had gone to war and Minke Glas had stayed in school. Kat had met with her briefly when Ilse had started seeing her, but they had not talked since.
“Ilse isn’t here this afternoon” Kat said.
“I am not here for her” Minke replied, “I wanted to talk to you.”
“That is a bit irregular” Kat said.
“I am aware of that” Minke said, “But I felt I should talk to Ilse’s closest family member regarding her treatment. It seems that we have reached an impasse.”
“I thought that she was getting better?”
“She was, but there are things she doesn’t want to talk about, even with me” Minke said, “My hope is that as her sister, you could get her to open up about what happened to her.”
“She is fairly open already” Kat said, “I don’t see what the problem is.”
Kat tried not to get defensive, she felt the need to defend Ilse even though she knew that Minke was only trying to help. The first sixteen years of Ilse’s life were not her fault.
“The problem is that Ilse fantasizes that many things either happened to someone else or didn’t happen at all, which I know you aware of” Minke said, “It is not that she is lying it’s just that she desperately wants it to be true.”
“I can’t make her do anything” Kat replied, “And even if I could I wouldn’t want to.”
“No” Minke said, “Just if you could get her to talk to you, and let her know that she can trust me, it would be helpful. Convince her that she should not feel guilty about what happened.”
“What would she have to feel guilty about?” Kat asked.
“In many cases those who get abused can become abusers themselves, because they don’t know any other way or, like I suspect in your sister’s case, they are doing what they have to do to survive” Minke said, “Ilse feels guilty about how she behaved towards some of the other children around her.”
Survival didn’t favor the meek?” Kat asked, “That Ilse had be vicious, she has basically said that enough times.”
“It’s a bit more involved than that” Minke replied, “She was subjected to physical and mental abuse, for years Ilse was confined, beaten and constantly told that she was worthless. There is nothing that seems to indicate that she was sexually abused, thank God for small favors…”
Minke saw that Kat’s face had gone completely blank and realized too late just who she was talking to.
“Is that all?” Kat asked.
“Yes” Minke said, “Please talk to Ilse, I want to help her.”
“I’ll think about it” Kat replied.
“If you could” Minke said, “And I hope I didn’t ruin your day.”
“You didn’t” Kat said as she got up to walk Minke out. “What bothers me is that I’ve had a lot of assumptions about Ilse and apparently not all of them are true.”
“What do you mean?” Minke asked.
“You let slip a couple of potentially embarrassing secrets that Ilse has” Kat replied, “Try to be careful about that in the future.”
“Er, have a good day then” Minke said awkwardly.
“I’ll try” Kat replied, and she closed the front door.