Chapter One Thousand Five Hundred Forty-Seven
9th March 1963
Langeoog Island
The storm that had been gathering during the day, tonight wind rattled the windows and rain pounded the roof. The power had gone out hours earlier and Kat knew that it would probably be the next day or later before service was restored. That was why the parlor was lit only by fire that was burning in the fireplace. Marie had come with her so that she could spend the weekend with her mother as an early birthday present of sorts had fallen asleep on the sofa leaning on Kat. For tonight at least, it was just them. Which was exactly what Kat had wanted, spend this sort of time with her youngest daughter before she grew too old. Douglas was coming with Petia, Jo, Tatiana and Malcolm in the morning. Next week, Marie would have a party with her friends on her actual birthday but that would not be the same.
Earlier, Kat had given her the emerald pendent on its silver chain and hairpins that had been given to her by Aunt Marcella years earlier. When she had discussed which of her daughters should receive those heirlooms with Doug, he had said that Tatiana was the most likely to inherit Kat’s mantle of the Tigress. Marie on the other hand was far more likely to be the next emerald, as much as Kat had hated it when the press had called her that. It made perfect sense and while Kat intended to place the jewelry back in storage for safekeeping until Marie was old enough, she had made a point of giving them to her that afternoon shortly after they had arrived. Before diner, Kat had spent a few hours showing Marie how to pin up her hair and that had turned out to have been enjoyable. Then the power had gone out.
Cleaning up after dinner by candlelight had been a bit of a challenge. Afterwards Kat and Marie just talked about the random things that she was interested in. At just a few days shy of her seventh birthday, Marie’s personality was still gelling. It was fun though to listen to her talk about wanting to go on adventures with Cheshire, the tabby cat who she had wanted to bring on this trip. Doug had explained to her that cats mostly don’t travel, preferring to live in the house of their people for their entire lives, so Cheshire had stayed in Tempelhof.
The events of this week were also a welcome escape from what had been going on elsewhere. The Emperor had recently asked her opinion of what had happened to Kiki, as far as Kat could tell her training and personal abilities had won out this time. According to Louis Ferdinand, the young men they had captured were talking, one was even bragging about what they had done. Those investigating the matter had discovered that they were actually a dead end, the organization they were trying to take down was structured in a manner so that taking down one or two cells might not get them as close to the nebulous leadership as they wanted. Right now, all they had was the name Mithras, which was that individual’s obvious nom-de-guerre. Beyond suggesting that the investigation continue at its own pace and that Kiki needed to stop taking so many risks, Kat had nothing more to say on the subject. This time she simply had too much on her plate and didn’t want to interfere with the ongoing investigation.
Tempelhof, Berlin
Kiki woke up with a start, unsure as to where she was.
The room was dark, and she could feel someone hugging her from behind. Then the memories came back to her. She had gone out on a date with Ben and had made a few mocking toasts to Kiki as the first woman inducted into the Military Order of Saint Henry. Eventually they had ended up sneaking into his parent’s house and had spent a couple hours going over hundreds of pages of the application that he was working on if he wanted to join the Raumfahrer training program in Peenemünde. With his background as a Reserve Officer in the Luftwaffe, as well as his studies including Astronomy and Physics, Kiki figured that he probably would be accepted if he ever managed to get a degree of some sort. Kiki figured that she must have fallen asleep while he had worked on that, as she tried to remember the layout of Ben’s room. Finding the lamp on the bedside table, Kiki clicked it on and was blinded by the sudden light.
“Sorry” Kiki said as she extracted herself from Ben’s embrace and took a minute to find her glasses that he must have put on the bedside table. It was to her great relief that she was still fully clothed. It wasn’t that she didn’t trust Ben, if Kiki was being honest, it was that she didn’t exactly trust herself in that regard. Katherine had once warned her that sex, death and rebirth were all bound up in each other. After what had happened near Ortrand, she would want to do something life affirming to keep from going insane and that was a good way to end up pregnant. Kiki realized in that moment that Kat was talking from personal experience and didn’t want to know the story of how Kat must have figured that out.
“Sorry I got into bed with you” Ben said drowsily, “You were having a nightmare and you only stopped when I held you.”
Looking at her watch, Kiki realized that it was the early morning hours. She couldn’t remember the last time she had slept for that long. “Go back to sleep Ben” Kiki said before she kissed him goodbye before heading out the door. She made it down the stairs, to the front hallway before she was intercepted by Nadine.
“Exactly where do you think you are going Kristina?” Nadine asked, her voice full of anger. “Trying to sneak out of this house the same way you came in?”
“Nothing happened” Kiki replied, last night anyway. “And even if it did, Ben is an adult, he can…”
“Benjamin lives in my house and that includes my rules” Nadine hissed at her, “He disregarded those for you, and I am tired of it.”
“What do you have against me?” Kiki asked. She had never understood Nadine’s animosity.
“I don’t like you because you sneak around” Nadine replied, something that was impossible to deny in this situation. “And when you are asked about yourself, the things you say feel like lies and half-truths.”
“I don’t have much of a choice” Kiki said, “Just a few weeks ago some people I was responsible for nearly got killed just because I was there. Ben is separate from that world, so are you, can’t you understand…”
It had hardly been her intention to start crying, but after weeks of having to play the role of the stoic commander she just couldn’t do it anymore.