Mike Morris: It's 12 minutes past 8 on TV-AM. Its been a week since the end of the libel trial at the Old Bailey concerning our next guest Colin Baker. Colin had been sued by the former executive producer of Doctor Who John-Nathan Turner over allegations about his character. Colin won and is here now. Colin good morning to you. Congratulations.
Colin Baker: And a very good morning to you Mike as well as you Lorraine. Thank you very much.
MM: Now the last time you were here was over two years ago just after you and your co-star Nicola Bryant sensationally resigned from your roles as the Doctor and Peri. How do you feel now that its all over?
CB: Relieved is the best way of putting it. The last two and a half years have been very trying. The verdict was a vindication of our decisions to resign although given the choice we wouldn't have gone through the courts.
Lorraine Kelly: How is Nicola after the trial, she spoke very movingly about her own fragile state of mind.
CB: Nicola has quite rightly decided to take some time away from the media.
LK: She spoke about you took her to hospital because she needed help. Can you tell us more about that?
CB: With respect Lorraine, No. Nicola has been through hell and I'm not prepared to put her through more pressure. But to answer your first question she is well but very tired.
MM: When you resigned as Doctor Who did you imagine that it would lead you to the Old Bailey?
CB: No, I didn't. I expected there to be some response by Turner but the decision he took to sue me was a shock.
LK: You resigned for a set of reasons including allegations of bullying by John Nathan-Turner. As you just said you feel vindicated but do you think there could have been any other way of dealing with the crisis?
CB: The only other option was to let it continue and that was unacceptable.
MM: The response to the trial by the fans has been overwhelming. Now your portrayal of the Doctor was universally condemned. How surprised were you when you found out how much money had been raised to fund the legal proceedings?
CB: Speechless, utterly speechless. Its very humbling to think that people from around the world, from all walks of life could unite because of their love of a programme and I will never forget that and I just want to repeat what I said on the step of the Old Bailey last week. Thank you so very very much for the incredible support and yes even love that Nicola and I had. We will forever be in your debt.
LK: We should point out here that there are still some residual matters regarding payment of damages which is yet to be settled. This may sound like an odd question but what will you do with your share of the money?
CB: Nicola and I decided that whatever money we received in terms of payments and any residual money from the fighting fund will go straight to the BBC's Children In Need appeal
MM: A wonderful idea
CB: Thank you
MM: You and John Nathan-Turner were friends for several years before the problems started. I can see that your demeanour has changed slightly. What are your thoughts now about him.
CB: If I told you what I was thinking your switchboard would be jammed with complaints and I'm not going to lower myself to that level.
LK: We're running out of time so I'll finish by asking you this. Have the BBC been in touch about Nicola and yourself returning to the show?
CB: I haven't heard anything. I want the show to continue as do the fans but right now that is for other people to decide.
MM: I'm afraid that's all we have time for. Thanks for coming to talk to us Colin.
CB: You're welcome
LK: It's 8.20 on TV-AM.
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Colin Baker: I don't actually remember doing that interview
Shaun Ley: Really?
CB: Yes. Ive watched the interview several times but I simply can't recall being on the sofa.
SL: What happened after you left the studios?
CB: Marion was driving me back into London when I told her I wasn't feeling well. I had a lot of pain in my chest and was finding it hard to breathe. She immediately thought I was having a heart attack and drove me to the nearest hospital. I was examined and was diagnosed with severe exhaustion. Looking back now its clear to me that I had PTSD. I think what had happened is that during that time my mind had gone into some kind of survival mode. Now that the danger was over I had to deal with the fallout?
SL: You sought help?
CB: Yes. I was referred by the hospital's mental health team to a psychologist. He and I worked together for about 6 months and he was absolutely superb. I was in a hell of a state. Back then mental illness was still regarded as something to be ashamed of. Thankfully attitudes have altered in the last 30 plus years but looking back it was horrible. I still remember that Christmas. Marion and the girls had trimmed the house up beautifully as always and I just sat on the sofa not feeling anything....I can't imagine what my family were thinking but that God they were there...
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SL: I think we should stop there.
Director: Cut.