11th of August, 1546: Today I spent the day in Elizabeth’s rooms as we were fitted for our mourning clothes. While Elizabeth wanted to be alone, I insisted as we were always measured together and I wanted to see her again, properly.
We sat together while lengths of material were shown to us, the long strips of material covering the room in dark greys, blacks and dark browns. When I requested a dark red or dark blue, I was told the King had refused us all but these colours for mourning as the others were not as suitable. So I chose to be dressed in blacks and browns while Elizabeth wore almost exclusively grey.
When the embroidery people came in I told them I wanted mine to be my mother’s symbol of the falcon, to represent her. But then he showed me the example f what father wanted and I decided I wanted that instead. It was mother’s falcon emerging from the Tudor rose. It was truly quite amazing, and I asked if I may have an example of it to put in my rooms, and they said yes.
After that, we were measured and, while Elizabeth was being done I went into her private rooms (with her permission, as it would have been awful not to have her permission and barge in) and looked for a small thing to occupy my time. When I examined the room, however, I found something quite interesting. Her own diary.
It was a little different to this one, blue to my own red, silver and sapphires adorning it as opposed to my gold and rubies, but generally the same type of book. When I opened it, however, there were not the same types of words I had used. Instead, the first thing she had written was a list of people with descriptions next to them. I can remember some of them so I shall write them down.
Papa (King Henry) = Strong, Kind and Powerful. I love him but he is insensitive at my mother’s death.
Mama (Queen Anne) = Beautiful, Stern and Loving. I love her and grieve deeply for her death.
Harry (Prince Henry of Wales) = Sweet, Dim and Naïve. I love him but he is not very smart, I think the country will need much luck when he is King.
Lady Mary = Generous, Sad and Moral. I love her as she is my sister but suspect jealousy and anger in her.
Lady Howard = Nice, Stupid and Loose. I like her when I talk to her but she is not a moral woman.
Those were all I got to read before the knock was on the door and I had to put the book back and finish my fittings. Elizabeth was silent during all this but I kept on talking, hoping for her to crack a smile or at least giggle. All this melancholy will destroy my family if they are not careful.
I ended the day writing in this book and practicing drawing that symbol. I love it so much.
We sat together while lengths of material were shown to us, the long strips of material covering the room in dark greys, blacks and dark browns. When I requested a dark red or dark blue, I was told the King had refused us all but these colours for mourning as the others were not as suitable. So I chose to be dressed in blacks and browns while Elizabeth wore almost exclusively grey.
When the embroidery people came in I told them I wanted mine to be my mother’s symbol of the falcon, to represent her. But then he showed me the example f what father wanted and I decided I wanted that instead. It was mother’s falcon emerging from the Tudor rose. It was truly quite amazing, and I asked if I may have an example of it to put in my rooms, and they said yes.
After that, we were measured and, while Elizabeth was being done I went into her private rooms (with her permission, as it would have been awful not to have her permission and barge in) and looked for a small thing to occupy my time. When I examined the room, however, I found something quite interesting. Her own diary.
It was a little different to this one, blue to my own red, silver and sapphires adorning it as opposed to my gold and rubies, but generally the same type of book. When I opened it, however, there were not the same types of words I had used. Instead, the first thing she had written was a list of people with descriptions next to them. I can remember some of them so I shall write them down.
Papa (King Henry) = Strong, Kind and Powerful. I love him but he is insensitive at my mother’s death.
Mama (Queen Anne) = Beautiful, Stern and Loving. I love her and grieve deeply for her death.
Harry (Prince Henry of Wales) = Sweet, Dim and Naïve. I love him but he is not very smart, I think the country will need much luck when he is King.
Lady Mary = Generous, Sad and Moral. I love her as she is my sister but suspect jealousy and anger in her.
Lady Howard = Nice, Stupid and Loose. I like her when I talk to her but she is not a moral woman.
Those were all I got to read before the knock was on the door and I had to put the book back and finish my fittings. Elizabeth was silent during all this but I kept on talking, hoping for her to crack a smile or at least giggle. All this melancholy will destroy my family if they are not careful.
I ended the day writing in this book and practicing drawing that symbol. I love it so much.
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