Chapter Two Thousand Six Hundred Eighty-Seven
11th June 1978
Harz Mountains, Near Goslar, Lower Saxony
The south face of Eschwegefels was familiar to Malcolm because he had made many weekend trips here with the University Mountaineering Club. The diagonal slabs of rock made for a challenge even if wasn’t particularly tall. He had heard about how one of the key innovations of the Wright brothers was that they had factored the potential of failure into their flight tests by having them on a broad beach and not making a show of it. That was what Eschwegefels was, a place to practice where any mistake had very low stakes. The club had plans for bigger things later that summer. Upon reaching the top, rappelling back down only took a minute or two.
Concentrating fully on the rockface had kept him from thinking about how his sister had made it clear to him that she thought that his plans over the next couple years were completely insane. The truth that Tatiana didn’t understand was that Karakoram 2, or simply K2 as it had come to be called, was a mountain that many believed was impossible to climb, to even challenge that perception required more than just mere insanity. You had to be absolutely barking mad to even want to try. It was Malcolm’s plan to flip the bird to a number of deserving people from the peak of K2, it was also his intention to come back and let them know that he had done it.
Finding his rucksack where he had stashed it, Malcolm watched as the other climbers in the club made their way up. As was expected, they were at all different skill levels and today’s activities were all about addressing that. For a beginner any cliff is daunting, and it was all about building confidence. There were also the metaphorical cliffs as well. At his annual fitness evaluation a couple months earlier Malcolm had passed it easily. When you are regularly lifting your whole bodyweight by your fingertips, most other strength requirements seem trite. One of his evaluators had asked why someone like him was sitting in bunker, babysitting a section of what can only be described as potatoes?
Malcolm had replied that he was a Doctoral Student and had been reminded that he wasn’t going to be forever. What came next? He had no idea beyond K2.
Königsberg, East Prussia
“Everyone has bad days” Dalia’s mother said as she saw the look on her face when she entered the small apartment that they shared with Dalia’s grandmother. Mercifully, Dalia’s grandmother was absent this evening otherwise she would be listening to two perspectives about her troubles.
Somehow that understated the situation. While it had not been the store manager’s intention to be cruel, he had certainly been exactly that to Dalia that afternoon. It was all because of those stupid generic products with the plain white labels that the market sold. The manager had gotten frustrated with Dalia’s putting items in the wrong spots on the shelves and had pointedly demanded to know who had let her do something like that. He had said that he understood that Dalia was trying to be helpful but would prefer it if she didn’t exceed her abilities. He had talked to her the way that one would talk to a dim toddler.
“The stupid don’t get to have good days” Dalia replied sharply, “Just days that are slightly less awful every now and again.”
Dalia’s mother gave her the she gave her when she thought that Dalia was acting silly. “If you are smart enough to know you are stupid then you aren’t stupid” She said.
It took a lot for Dalia not to slam the door of her bedroom as she closed it. Her mother had told her things like that for years and it was nothing more than platitudes. She knew that without the laser scanners and barcodes it would be difficult, if not impossible, for her to do her job to the extent that she did. If she was so smart, how come she knew children who functioned better than her?
Looking around her room, Dalia saw the drawings, as much as she wished she didn’t. Drawing was the only thing that she had ever been good at. The trouble was that when she had one of her bad days it felt like they were mocking her. She wanted to tear down the whole lot and throw it out or burn them. How many times had she been told her abilities with a pencil, or a set of pastels were far beyond those of ordinary people? It was always from people who had no idea that she would give that up in a heartbeat if it meant that she could make sense of words on a printed page for just one minute. Throwing herself onto her bed, Dalia screamed into her pillow before quietly weeping once she had exhausted herself.
“Dalia?” Dalia heard her mother ask as she knocked on the door an unknown amount of time later. It was dark, so it had been longer than she had realized. “Can I come in?”
When Dalia didn’t respond, she opened the door.
“I’m worried about you” Dalia’s mother said as she sat down on her bed.
Of course she would be worried, Dalia thought to herself. There had been so much to worry about over last two decades, especially the last few years.
“There is food in the kitchen in case you get hungry” Dalia’s mother said as she brushed the hair out of Dalia’s face.
With that, her mother left.
Somehow, her mother acting as if everything was normal only served to make Dalia feel worse.