IX. Life Support
Fragment 11.
12.06.2007.
HJK
[This fragment is held at the FNA archives in [REDACTED]. There is no information on how it ended up there, and the local archivist could or would not help us in finding more information about it.]
The base is now up-and-running. During previous exercises, I have been amazed how well we can operate such a thing on almost purely reservist manpower. Guys who practise this only a week every year or two. But this is no exercise. And damn how fast we were this time! Even if we had to do everything by night and in these freezing temperatures. The Captain is not saying anything, but I think he is proud of his crew.
…
”RATAS - SULTTAANI.”
”SULTTAANI”
”Keep your crews ready, KALAKUKKO knows we are up and running. We are receiving hardware.”
”Roger that.”
”RATAS - PEKKA 1.”
”PEKKA 1.”
”Stand by to receive MG in ten minutes.”
”PEKKA 1 copy.”
”RATAS out.”
…
It still feels like an exercise, especially now after the first rush is over. Were settling into a sort of a routine, putting down roots. More troops keep pouring in, more infantry and military police now. They are setting up accommodation. Woe to those who have to sleep in tents! Luckily we have prefab bunkers here at the command post, all set up by the Engineers before we even arrived. And to think I was making plans how to use these elements just last month. When we have the time to listen to the radio here, it always sounds worse.
...
I put up Anne's picture at the head of my cot. A couple of the guys ribbed me for it, but had to admit she is pretty.
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We just got the first air raid alarm. It seems to have really started now.
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After Rovaniemi was abandoned, we have had more work in our hands than we really can do. The rotation of the MGs and the DKs is hectic, there have even been HWs now. We are trying to take some load off Rissala because KALAKUKKO expects it to be bombed anytime. They have not yet touched us, which we all think think is a wonder of the first order. I think both KALAKUKKO and MÖRKÖ consider that this quiet proves Red is up to no good. The AA crews are staying sharp, as are the MP:s.
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Yep, Rissala got hit hard. They are down to the secondary runway, trying to fix the primary by night.
...
Talked with a pilot today, he said they have lost a lot of planes already. I had figured as much. He had LapLsto[1] patches.
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We got the warning from KALAKUKKO at noon. Packed everyone into the bunkers and the barracks (we have a couple now), its pretty crowded down here. Sitting inside in raincoats with the masks on. Hope it is a false alarm.
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Holy fuck. It seems they really went and goddamned did it. I wonder what we see when we get out of this hole. If we do.
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One of the Maintenance guys just lost it, we had to sit on him to keep him down. He sits in the corner and just moans, now.
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Notes
[1] Lapland Air Command, responsible for the northern part of the country.
Fragment 48.
Logged 09.02.2008
HGG
[This fragment was received by a Minne 1984 researcher from an unnamed civilian in Western FNA. It is certainly fictional. The fragment is included here as an illuminating example of the Finnish story tradition about the nuclear exchange.]
The man dreamed of war. He was young, his country was young and he had just killed a man, a Red. It was his first time. While washing the blood off his hands he realized his home was on the other side of this placid lake. It was an eternity since he had been home, and he could see his mother smiling by the door with a basket of fresh bread...
The man woke up. He was lying in a hospital bed, in a big room next to some machines. A tube went into his arm. A somewhat familiar man was standing there, looking at him.
”- Father, you spoke in your dreams again”, he said.
The old man looked at his son with blank incomprehension.
”- Remember, we can't give you bread, or any solid foods, the doctors won't have it. But here, take some juice. The nurse will be here soon.”
The old man nodded. This was his son, this middle-aged man, and he was ancient. Older than his nation. And it had been his nation, somehow, once. Memories came to him, like flashes, memories of power, wielded and witnessed. Memories of love and hate, memories of war. He sobbed quietly.
He looked out of the window, into the bright winter day. Snow covered the trees and the sky was blue, so clear. The old man wished he could take a walk, or go skiing. It would be Christmas soon, wouldn't it! Now, that was wrong. This was a new year already, 1984.
He had never planned of living for so long.
It was such a beautiful day.
There was some commotion by the door. It was that familiar-looking man from before, with another that looked like a doctor. They were arguing.
”- All that I am saying is that it will make him anxious, and we don't want that. Think of his heart.”
” - But he has the right to know. You can't keep this from him!”
The man, his son, pushed the doctor aside and entered, bringing along another man pushing a TV set on wheels. He plugged it in and adjusted and pushed buttons. Put in a tape.
”- Father, I must show you something. In this television. Do you understand?”
The old man really didn't, but he nodded anyway. He remembered appearing on television.
There were pictures. Men in suits, serious men. Crowds and protests. Soldiers, tanks, fighting.
”-Father, this is from this morning. Its news.
The old man didn't understand. War. It wasn't now, it was history. He said it.
”-Istory...”
”- No, Father, this is the Third World War. We are at war, and the Soviets are fighting the Americans in Germany.” He looked pained.
World war? It can't be, it would be madness. What about all the... atomic bombs?
It was as if his son read his thoughts.
”- Father, they have already used a nuclear weapon, in Germany.”
On the TV, a map of Germany, with menacing red arrows. Pictures of explosions.
So this is what it came to, the old man thought. Nuclear war, now, after everything we did – after everything I did, my life's work.
It played like a reel inside his head – lunches with diplomats, statesmen and shady operators. Motorcades, conferences, handshakes and cameras. Resolutions, neutrality, disarmament.
All for nothing. Absolutely nothing.
The old man was suddenly enraged. He wanted to break things. He could barely make a fist.
The doctor looked at the urgently beeping machines.
”- I told you he would become anxious. His heart...”
Suddenly, a flash of light. The men turned their eyes instinctively to the window.
It was just seconds until the blast wave would hit the house.
Such a beautiful day, this day I die, thought the old man.
But there was no peace in that though. None at all.
(filler)