Chapter One Thousand Four Hundred Thirty-Six
1st March 1961
Werder
Looking up at the cabinet, Suse once again cursed her stature. It was out of reach for her, so she would need to get a chair or something again.
“For someone who hates acting, you certainly love theatrics” Gerta, her mother, said as she reached up and opened the cabinet. “Now, what did you say you needed out of here?”
The task that Suse had been working on was forgotten as she was reminded of her current difficulties. She spun on her heel and went back to her room. Lately, it had all been the same no matter hard she tried to make things be otherwise.
While a recent trip to the Doctor had confirmed that Suse wasn’t a dwarf and was still likely grow a few centimeters, it didn’t paper over fact that nearly everyone she encountered towered over her. She was small in all dimensions, 1.4 meters in height and weighing 38 kilograms reflected that. The blond hair and the cornflower blue eyes that had been inherited from her mother gave her an unearthly appearance. That was something that had not gone unnoticed by the other girls in her class, especially when they learned of her odd birthday on the 29th of February. The jokes about how she wasn’t quite human, but was something else entirely, had flown around. Outside of class, things were fine because she had the presence of Jo Falk kept her tormentors at bay, but because Jo was a year ahead in class was different story. For months she had endured the whispers and snickers.
If her outsider status wasn’t already apparent, the fact that she didn’t fit in anywhere certainly cemented it. Suse’s mother had encouraged her to pursue acting but that had ended abruptly this year when her gymnasia’s drama club cast her as an elf in the spring production. She had stormed out of the auditorium and had refused to return. This was merely the latest disappointment that Suse had caused her mother. The tumbling class had been a disaster despite Suse actually being good at it and she had managed to get into a fight with her dance instructor. Her father had tried to be helpful by suggesting that Suse take boxing lessons if that was more suitable for her or perhaps, they ought to ask her mother’s friend Katherine for advice, but her mother said that either of those things were out of the question. The last thing that Suse needed was to become one of those girls after what had happened to Asia. Her father had said that ultimately Suse might not give her mother a choice in reply. Suse was still trying to figure out what that had meant.
The bright side of her life lately was when Prince Michael had introduced her to Alberta of England, or Birdie as she preferred to be called. Oddly, Suse had found that she had a shocking amount in common with the English Princess, despite their obvious differences. Both of them were outsiders within their own communities and consistently failed to live up to the expectations of others. Where Suse was tiny though, Birdie was tall, and her body was all weird angles. All elbows and knees if that was possible. Weirdest of all was how she talked about Michael. Apparently, Michael’s mother had tried to arrange a union between their respective houses by joining them in marriage. Birdie jokingly referred to him as her former intended.
Since Birdie wasn’t going to be marrying Michael, or anyone else for that matter if she had her way, she had decided that they needed to find someone else for him. This had come shortly after Suse had introduced Birdie to Jo, so she wanted in on the fun. Jo was nothing like her more awkward friends, but she still remembered what it had been like when she had first come to Berlin from Denmark and how it had been Suse who was her first real friend. This week Birdie had received a letter from Michael saying that he thanked them for their efforts on his behalf and that while Irene was a lovely woman, that wasn’t how adults worked.
Suse was going to write back to Birdie, explaining her opinion about that when she had discovered that the cartridge in her pen was dry. That was when she remembered why she had wanted to get into that cabinet in the first place. Her mother was never going to let her hear the end of this.
Mitte, Berlin
Kiki had just finished leading a group of students on a tour of the museum and she was left exhausted mentally. Maintaining the level of enthusiasm required to keep their attention was something that didn’t come naturally to her. Not wanting to talk with anyone else for a time, she went to wing of the museum that housed the exhibition halls. A few years previously, two new halls had been added to the museum that reflected its role as the institutional memory of the service branches.
The hall for the Pioneers had been designed to resemble the inside of a train station and was a monument to the vast projects that they had engaged in. The motto of the Pioneers was over the entryway in Latin; Aut viam inveniam aut faciam. I will find a way or make one. If one had to describe the mission of the Pioneers, that was it in a nutshell. The Hall for the Medical Service couldn’t be more different. The goal of the Medical Service was to play up that they were part of a tradition that went back millennia. The stained-glass windows reflected that by depicting how some version of them had been there at key moments of history, offering healing and hope in a world gone mad. It was debatable if that was true, but Kiki liked to think that it was. The hall itself was of green marble and Kiki felt at peace while she was here. No one had moved the folding chair that Kiki had left in the hall the previous day.
“You always come here after leading a tour group” General von Lettow-Vorbeck said as Kiki got up from her chair, “Not that I blame you.”
“I’m sorry Sir” Kiki replied, “I wasn’t my intention to have you come here to find me.”
“Nonsense, it is good for me to see where my aides scurry off to when they think I am not looking” The General said, “Besides that, I know that having you lead groups of children is not easy for you.”
“Oh” Kiki replied. She knew that the General had a dozen other aides of various ranks who were appointed to help the museum run smoothly. Over the last couple of months, he had only spoken to her briefly, either assigning her to the museum or to run an errand elsewhere.
“I got a call about you” The General said, “Volunteering for advanced search and rescue training at Laupheim this summer. I must say that would be an impressive thing to do.”
After Kiki’s bluff a week earlier things had sort of snowballed. Sigi’s helicopter Regiment was extremely interested in having her once she completed the required training.
“That is something that I’m not sure I will do” Kiki said, “It seems contrary to my goals.”
“Your goal is to be a Surgeon, correct?” The General asked, “Training doesn’t get more relevant because they want people who can keep their head in a crisis.”
“I hadn’t thought of that” Kiki replied.
“That’s why you aspirants get assigned to old fuddy-duddies like me” The General said, “To give you a kick in the right direction.”
1st March 1961
Werder
Looking up at the cabinet, Suse once again cursed her stature. It was out of reach for her, so she would need to get a chair or something again.
“For someone who hates acting, you certainly love theatrics” Gerta, her mother, said as she reached up and opened the cabinet. “Now, what did you say you needed out of here?”
The task that Suse had been working on was forgotten as she was reminded of her current difficulties. She spun on her heel and went back to her room. Lately, it had all been the same no matter hard she tried to make things be otherwise.
While a recent trip to the Doctor had confirmed that Suse wasn’t a dwarf and was still likely grow a few centimeters, it didn’t paper over fact that nearly everyone she encountered towered over her. She was small in all dimensions, 1.4 meters in height and weighing 38 kilograms reflected that. The blond hair and the cornflower blue eyes that had been inherited from her mother gave her an unearthly appearance. That was something that had not gone unnoticed by the other girls in her class, especially when they learned of her odd birthday on the 29th of February. The jokes about how she wasn’t quite human, but was something else entirely, had flown around. Outside of class, things were fine because she had the presence of Jo Falk kept her tormentors at bay, but because Jo was a year ahead in class was different story. For months she had endured the whispers and snickers.
If her outsider status wasn’t already apparent, the fact that she didn’t fit in anywhere certainly cemented it. Suse’s mother had encouraged her to pursue acting but that had ended abruptly this year when her gymnasia’s drama club cast her as an elf in the spring production. She had stormed out of the auditorium and had refused to return. This was merely the latest disappointment that Suse had caused her mother. The tumbling class had been a disaster despite Suse actually being good at it and she had managed to get into a fight with her dance instructor. Her father had tried to be helpful by suggesting that Suse take boxing lessons if that was more suitable for her or perhaps, they ought to ask her mother’s friend Katherine for advice, but her mother said that either of those things were out of the question. The last thing that Suse needed was to become one of those girls after what had happened to Asia. Her father had said that ultimately Suse might not give her mother a choice in reply. Suse was still trying to figure out what that had meant.
The bright side of her life lately was when Prince Michael had introduced her to Alberta of England, or Birdie as she preferred to be called. Oddly, Suse had found that she had a shocking amount in common with the English Princess, despite their obvious differences. Both of them were outsiders within their own communities and consistently failed to live up to the expectations of others. Where Suse was tiny though, Birdie was tall, and her body was all weird angles. All elbows and knees if that was possible. Weirdest of all was how she talked about Michael. Apparently, Michael’s mother had tried to arrange a union between their respective houses by joining them in marriage. Birdie jokingly referred to him as her former intended.
Since Birdie wasn’t going to be marrying Michael, or anyone else for that matter if she had her way, she had decided that they needed to find someone else for him. This had come shortly after Suse had introduced Birdie to Jo, so she wanted in on the fun. Jo was nothing like her more awkward friends, but she still remembered what it had been like when she had first come to Berlin from Denmark and how it had been Suse who was her first real friend. This week Birdie had received a letter from Michael saying that he thanked them for their efforts on his behalf and that while Irene was a lovely woman, that wasn’t how adults worked.
Suse was going to write back to Birdie, explaining her opinion about that when she had discovered that the cartridge in her pen was dry. That was when she remembered why she had wanted to get into that cabinet in the first place. Her mother was never going to let her hear the end of this.
Mitte, Berlin
Kiki had just finished leading a group of students on a tour of the museum and she was left exhausted mentally. Maintaining the level of enthusiasm required to keep their attention was something that didn’t come naturally to her. Not wanting to talk with anyone else for a time, she went to wing of the museum that housed the exhibition halls. A few years previously, two new halls had been added to the museum that reflected its role as the institutional memory of the service branches.
The hall for the Pioneers had been designed to resemble the inside of a train station and was a monument to the vast projects that they had engaged in. The motto of the Pioneers was over the entryway in Latin; Aut viam inveniam aut faciam. I will find a way or make one. If one had to describe the mission of the Pioneers, that was it in a nutshell. The Hall for the Medical Service couldn’t be more different. The goal of the Medical Service was to play up that they were part of a tradition that went back millennia. The stained-glass windows reflected that by depicting how some version of them had been there at key moments of history, offering healing and hope in a world gone mad. It was debatable if that was true, but Kiki liked to think that it was. The hall itself was of green marble and Kiki felt at peace while she was here. No one had moved the folding chair that Kiki had left in the hall the previous day.
“You always come here after leading a tour group” General von Lettow-Vorbeck said as Kiki got up from her chair, “Not that I blame you.”
“I’m sorry Sir” Kiki replied, “I wasn’t my intention to have you come here to find me.”
“Nonsense, it is good for me to see where my aides scurry off to when they think I am not looking” The General said, “Besides that, I know that having you lead groups of children is not easy for you.”
“Oh” Kiki replied. She knew that the General had a dozen other aides of various ranks who were appointed to help the museum run smoothly. Over the last couple of months, he had only spoken to her briefly, either assigning her to the museum or to run an errand elsewhere.
“I got a call about you” The General said, “Volunteering for advanced search and rescue training at Laupheim this summer. I must say that would be an impressive thing to do.”
After Kiki’s bluff a week earlier things had sort of snowballed. Sigi’s helicopter Regiment was extremely interested in having her once she completed the required training.
“That is something that I’m not sure I will do” Kiki said, “It seems contrary to my goals.”
“Your goal is to be a Surgeon, correct?” The General asked, “Training doesn’t get more relevant because they want people who can keep their head in a crisis.”
“I hadn’t thought of that” Kiki replied.
“That’s why you aspirants get assigned to old fuddy-duddies like me” The General said, “To give you a kick in the right direction.”
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