Chapter One Thousand Five Hundred Seventy-Five
30th June 1963
Kiel
He had disappointed Esther again and he couldn’t tell exactly why. He was aware that it was something very important, but it seemed out of reach. Esther, he remembered her, most of the time anyway. The two younger women who had come around, that had ended in tears when he had drawn a blank about who they were to him. Later he had overheard them talking in the parlor in hushed tones as they spoke about how they might one day end up like their father. One of the most brilliant men of his generation. Now his mind was almost completely gone, and he was getting worse. He wondered who this poor man was. When he asked Esther about it, she had looked at him with a mixture of frustration and disappointment.
At some point, von Holz, a man who he remembered as being a rival of some kind had visited. His reaction had resulted in Esther asking him to leave. “I think it would have been better for everyone if the Japanese had gotten a lucky shot in and taken out the flag bridge of the Preussen than this” von Holz had said. He tried to remember what the Preussen was, and the image of a vast ship came to mind. One that had meant everything to him. Then he realized he couldn’t remember why. Places, time and things seemed to be lost to him.
When he reacted out of anger and frustration to that, his batman, the one he was never supposed to be away from had told him to calm down. They would go and do something fun later.
Potsdam
Kiki was giving Ben the tour of the Summer Residence. So far, that had included just keeping to the public spaces and always being aware that her minders were never more than a few steps away. No funny business was what she had been told, and Kiki was disappointed much to her surprise.
“Why am I not surprised that you own a car like this” Ben said as he sat down in the passenger seat of Kiki’s red Volkswagen Karma Ghia convertible. A second later, Rauchbier jumped onto Ben’s lap and it was clear that he expected them to go somewhere. The car was on jacks and all the fluids had been drained. It would take some work to get it back in running condition. They were not going anywhere today. Kiki just laughed at Ben as he tried to gently shoo the dog off him. It was something that never worked, Rauchbier would sit there until Ben actually pushed him off.
Kiki had pulled the cover off after showing Ben around the garage that was full of her father’s projects. The old Mercedes Benz touring cars were a passion of Kiki’s father, most weekends he could be found in here tinkering with them. The touring cars had long been surpassed by newer models. However, they represented the blend of art and engineering that few vehicles that came off the assembly lines now could match. Kiki’s Ghia had been parked in the corner waiting until she came back for it.
“I suppose that I am going to need to get it running if I’m going to Jena in August” Kiki said.
“You are still doing that?” Ben asked.
“I would be crazy not to” Kiki replied.
“Still, it’s Jena” Ben said, “That place has a reputation, the birthplace of Langism and all that.”
“I can take care of myself” Kiki said as she turned the radio on. To her surprise, there was still enough power left in the battery for it to work. Music started coming from the speakers that was from the University station.
“I saw your brother on the news” Ben said changing the subject. “He leased a flat.”
“Friedrich has always aspired to be ordinary” Kiki replied, “My hope is that Suga can cure him of that.”
Ben looked like he was surprised by that answer. He shouldn’t have been. Suga’s preferences were towards the minimalist style that was popular in Japan. The things that she had brought with her to the flat might have fit in a couple boxes and in what Kiki considered to be a minor miracle, Freddy had waited to decorate until after the wedding and Suga had a direct say in it. Otherwise it might have become a shrine to what Kiki suspected was her brother’s true religion, Berliner Football. A big deal had been made of Suga moving in though and Kiki found the whole thing to be a bit of an anti-climax.
“When we were children Freddy found some servant’s quarters in the attic of a wing of the Winter Palace that was going unused” Kiki said, “He turned it into his own space where he could pretend that he was leading an ordinary, unremarkable life. I think that his new flat is just a better-appointed version of that.”
Ben just shook his head. “You describe things like that” He said, “Freddy in the attic, you with your books or any number of other things. It’s amazing to me that all of you are not completely batty.”
“Mostly it was because we didn’t understand how strange it all was for a very long time” Kiki replied.
“You also lived in an attic room” Ben said with a knowing smile, “At Kat’s house, I used to watch you brush out your hair through the window.”
“That was different” Kiki replied.
Ben just sat there smugly scratching Rauchbier behind his ears.