Chapter One Thousand Thirty
3rd September 1953
Berlin
The lecture was about history, very boring history at that, and because the Professor made sure that all of this would be included in the examinations Zella needed to pay attention to all of it. She had discovered a large portion of studying involved deciphering her own notes and that added to the difficulty. Kiki had no problem, with either paying attention or with taking notes. It was the only thing that Zella was jealous of when it came to her friend. She had seen how Kiki had delighted in the novelty of things like produce in the markets or drying dishes. If Zella had learned anything from being around Kiki it was that being a Princess just meant that you didn’t actually have anything of your own.
Today on the way to class today Zella had noticed that something in the air felt like autumn. It was looking like it was going to be a warm sunny afternoon, however she could feel that the seasons had shifted. Even after how it had been a disappointing summer it had still seemed like the time had flown. Her parents had thought it was amusing when she said that she wished that time moved more slowly. Her mother had said that if Zella had stopped aging a few years earlier it would have certainly made their lives easier. Zella had not found that remotely amusing.
Last weekend she had gone with her father to her Grandmother in Jena. It was thrilling, riding in the sidecar as he had opened up the throttle reaching top speed, just over ninety kilometers an hour. Uncle Peter had not been there, his work had taken him out of town. Her Grandmother had been wonderful, she still treated Zella exactly the same unlike nearly everyone else in her life. However, Zella had overheard her grandmother and father talking once they had thought that she was out of earshot. Her grandmother was nearly eighty and was having difficulty maintaining the house in Jena even with the help that her father arranged, other arrangements were going to have to be made. Then her father had joked that he was having the difficulty of sharing the house with Zella and asked if she wanted to trade. Her grandmother had laughed with him but had admonished her father. She said that Zella was living through a difficult age.
There were all kinds of things wrong with that conversation. Was that what being an adult was? Endless pretense? Saying one thing while thinking another?
“Fraulein von Holz” The Professor said, Zella realized that she was talking to her, “Perhaps you can share with us what is more important then today’s lecture?”
“My father and grandmother” Zella said lamely.
The Professor looked at her with an unreadable expression. Of all the things that Zella could have told her, the truth wasn’t what she was expecting.
“Well, we are obviously not covering either of them in this class, Fraulein von Holz” The Professor said, “Now, if you could please pay attention.”
Warsaw, Poland
For Regina Klimek, life had gone from bad to worse over the last two years. She had only wanted to help her father who had been imprisoned for fraud, she had informed on the Polish independence movement because she had been promised that he would get better treatment if she did. So far, only one of her handlers with the BII had been nice. That woman had disappeared from her life only to reappear months later in a photograph printed in an underground newspaper with a different name. It said that she was a dangerous agent of the German Empress, it also said that she had babies. That was the logical explanation for what had happened.
In the following months, Filip had stupidly talked his way into getting arrested for the cause which had been a relief to Regina. It had been that expression of relief had caused Leo to distrust her. After that, Izzy had gone on to greener pastures and Leo had in theory moved on to a new cell. Regina still saw Leo around occasionally, but he had lost interest in having her be a part of it. Regina had still passed whatever information she had along to the BII but in the end her father had still died in prison. She was forced to conclude that the BII had moved on and she had been left behind, forgotten.
Having completed University, Regina had come to the grim conclusion that there was no future for her in Warsaw. All the jobs were in the factories that wouldn’t hire a woman with a University education. It was her own mother telling her that she needed to get out Poland before it consumed her that had forced her to act. Still, packing her bags had been a bitter pill and now this…
“Going somewhere Regina?” Leo asked, he and a few thugs were waiting in the train station
“Just away” Regina replied.
“Away?”
“Yes, away. Anywhere but here.”
“You know how this looks” Leo said, “Like you are off to collect thirty pieces of silver.”
“You can’t still be on about how I didn’t fuck Filip” Regina said bitterly, “That just proves that I’m not stupid.”
“It has nothing to do with that” Leo replied. Regina knew he was lying.
“You know what the problem with the entire movement is” Regina said, “How you view women, children, the vast majority of the people you claim you want to liberate. Like they owe something. If you had your way, we would have your boot on our throats instead of the Germans. Either way it’s not something I can stand to watch a minute longer.”
“Where are you going then?” Leo asked.
“Prague” Regina replied.
“You seriously think Bohemia would be better?”
“It’s not here” Regina stated, “That is a point in its favor.”
“We can stop you” Leo said.
“To what end” Regina replied as her train was announced over the loudspeakers, “Are you going to make a mockery of everything you supposedly believe by blocking me?”
“It’s something you once believed” Leo said.
“I didn’t change” Regina said, “You did.”
With that Regina pushed past them and walked to the train platform, Leo staring at her until she boarded.