Chapter One Thousand One Hundred Ninety-Two
10th August 1956
Kyoto, Japan
“You probably saved that man's life a couple times over” Mistress Natsumi said, “Even though it is something that you shouldn’t have done.”
As always, Kiki found Mistress Natsumi impossible to read. Any other adult would have panicked upon seeing the Russian made revolver that was on the low table that sat between them. One of the Natsumi’s men had caught a glimpse of Kiki shoving it into her purse.
“It seems to me that saving a life is something that I’m obligated to do” Kiki replied.
“You are not a Doctor yet, Kristina” Natsumi replied, “Your only obligation is to your personal safety.”
“I saw to that too” Kiki said, “I also saw a man who needed help and I gave it to him.”
“That sort of arrogance gets young ladies killed” Natsumi said, “And just what did you intend to do with that?”
Natsumi was clearly referring to the revolver. Kiki just shrugged, she hadn’t thought that far ahead.
“You also put my people in a precarious position” Natsumi said, “I personally don’t believe in finger shortening but this is exactly the situation where it would be called for.”
Kiki gulped, that was dark. She had heard of the ritual atonement practiced in some seamier sectors of Japanese society. She had not been expecting Natsumi to bring it up. The work that Natsumi did required that she and her people remain invisible. An act of contrition that anyone could see was the exact opposite of that.
“I’m terribly sorry” Kiki replied, “That wasn’t my intention.”
“You need to leave matters to the professionals in the future” Natsumi said.
“Yes, Ma’am” Kiki replied.
Even as Kiki said that Natsumi was perfectly aware that as sincere as she was trying to be, she was all too likely to forget that the instant some sort of crisis presented itself.
“How are you doing personally?” Natsumi asked, “Adjusting to how different it is here?”
“I’m trying” Kiki replied, “Some things are easier than others.”
“I understand” Natsumi said, “Try doing getting to know a new culture full of crazy foreigners when you are my age.”
That got a bit of a laugh from Kiki. Natsumi was aware of how strange Japan was to a complete outsider, especially a westerner who stood out wherever she was. She had spent the last month giving Kiki space to learn the language, customs and be a friend to Suga. That last part was something that Natsumi figured was good for both girls. It had also given Natsumi time to have Kiki carefully watched so that she could get a feel for her and her character. The palace attendants had plenty to say as it turned out.
Kiki tried to be respectful, she didn’t treat people like furniture. At the same time, there were unsettling hints that Kiki didn’t exactly hold herself in great esteem, that was probably due to her age. The issues of her being self-conscious depending on the circumstances. Again, that was probably because of her age. It was a touch amusing, how that conflicted with some of the Japanese culture. Natsumi had seen Kiki in the baths, keeping as much of herself underwater as she could. It wasn’t as if the girl had a whole lot to hide. Natsumi knew she needed to think of something else, the last thing she needed was Kiki to get the idea that she was being laughed at.
“It’s been arranged for you to resume your education” Natsumi said, “You will be expected to show the same dedication that you did at your gymnasia. I’ve also arranged a few other things that you will find challenging.”
Kiki actually seemed happy with that development.
“What about…?” Kiki asked. It was obvious what she was getting at.
“I will have this disposed of” Natsumi replied as she took the revolver off the table.
They really needed to find out where the grey man had gotten this from. Though Natsumi doubted that they would learn much if they tried. It was difficult to get leverage over people who had nothing to lose.
Berlin
Kat was laying on her bed staring at the ceiling. She had wanted to be alone so that she could ride out her black mood in peace, but she had woken up to find that Tatiana had crawled into bed with her. In the past week Kat had finally made certain that she would have no more surprises as far as her reproductive health was concerned. When she had discussed this matter with Douglas, he had tried to suggest several alternatives, but she had made up her mind on the course of action while she was still carrying Marie. She’d had her tubes tied and was still recovering from that surgery.
Doctor Holz had said that what she was feeling was perfectly normal. Despite the fact that she had three children and didn’t want any more, she still was reeling from the aspect of having closed that door forever. Like in the past, Kat had gotten depressed when she was feeling conflicting emotions. The very old battle of her head versus heart again. This afternoon she had woken up after sleeping most of the morning to find Tatiana with her.
“Thank you, Tat” Kat whispered, she kissed the top of her daughter’s head and Tatiana hugged her. She knew that Tat was just trying to help and it did work to a degree.