September, 1660
The Emperor of Unbroken Rule knelt outside a bedroom, praying to the Lord of Heaven for his help. “Help me,” he begged, as tears streamed down his face. “I have done all that you have wanted from me! Why will you not spare her life?”
Adam Schall walked out of the bedroom, and sat beside the Emperor. “I am sorry, Your Majesty,” he said. He placed his hand upon Emperor’s shoulder. “She is seated with the Lord of Heaven now.”
The Emperor twisted out of Adam’s grip, in a rage smashed a porcelain vase against the wall. “Where’s your Son of Heaven now?” he demanded. “Why didn’t he save her?”
Adam swallowed, and tried to find the words. “I know you were close to Xiao Xian,” he said. “As a concubine, she was a good, Christian woman. And when you married her,” said Adam, “you seemed happier than any couple I had ever known.”[3]
The Emperor put his head in his hands, and sobbed for a moment. “No one ever knew we were married,” he said. “I could never let the court know, because my mother opposed it.” He gave Adam a look of despair. “What sort of marriage was that?”
“Your mother,” reminded Adam, “had her reasons. How would the empire have reacted, if you had married your brother’s wife after his death? What would they have thought?”
The Emperor seemed to ignore Adam’s words, and just sat there, sobbing. As he cried, the Emperor, who had spent days next to a woman infected with smallpox, began to cough blood.
Beijing, October, 1660
Death stalked the Imperial City. The malaria outbreak, which had began only a few weeks before, had spread throughout the city and the rest of China, and it had taken thousands. The bodies of the sick were tossed into the streets, left by their families to be carried away by the authorities. Beijing, a city of hundreds of thousands, seemed empty.
Among the multitude that lay in their beds, sweating or shivering, their bodies convulsing was the Emperor of Unbroken Rule. His doctors did their best, but they feared for his life. But the Son of Heaven did not feel the pain, and did not notice it. He had not woken for over two days, and was in a different place entirely.
The Emperor of Unbroken Rule found himself seated at a table, next to thirteen other men. He heard the murmuring of voices behind him, and he smelled delicious aromas, some of which he had never smelled before. They were drinking wine, and the men were chatting jovially.
The man at the head of the table looked acted like a Confucian sage, although he was dressed in a plain cotton robe. His hands, he noticed, were rough and scarred, like you would see on some one who was used to manual labor, and his face was weathered. But it was his eyes that captivated you. They seemed as if they were full of all the world’s sorrow, and the man’s shoulders were hunched, as if he carried a heavy burden.
It was strange, thought the Emperor, that the man seemed so sad. The other men were enjoying themselves, passing dumplings, rice, and wine back and forth. There was one other man at the table who seemed pensive, but there were always men who worried over the littlest things.
The man at the head of the table. “This cup,” said the man, “is the new covenant in my blood, which is poured out for you. Drink this,” he said, “in remembrance of me.”
The Emperor of Unbroken Rule drank in the scene, watching as the men solemnly sipped, and shivered. He opened his mouth to speak, but then he heard a voice he missed terribly behind him. “Are you going to drink?” she asked.
The Emperor swallowed, and he felt tears in his eyes. After a moment, he turned around, and whispered the name of the only woman he had loved. “Xiao Xian.”
And then she, and the scene, was gone. The room dissolved, and The Emperor of Unbroken Experiences felt as if his heart was broken again. “Lord of Heaven!” he cried. “What do you want from me?” He fell to his knees, and prayed.
The Emperor never knew how long he knelt there, praying. He was in the middle of a prayer to the Virgin Mary when he heard a cry. He looked up, to see soldiers in gray silk armor escorting three men carrying crosses. When one of the men fell to the ground, his face caked with dirt and blood, a soldier beat him with his musket.
The Emperor noticed he was in a crowd on the side of the road; but the rest of them were jeering at the men before him. “He saved others!” cried one. “Let him save himself, if he is the Son of God!” He saw demons amongst the crowd, cackling at the fate of Christ.
”Forgive them,” the Emperor whispered. “They know not what they do.”
The Emperor of Unbroken Rule followed the procession up the hill, as the men dragged their crosses through the dirt. They reached the top of the hill, and the soldiers placed the crosses in a bamboo grove. The Emperor turned away as they stripped Jesus to the Crucifix, and listened to the soldiers laugh as they rolled dice for his robes. He stood for hours, and watched as the soldiers rolled dice for Christ’s clothing, and sank to the ground when they ran a spear through Christ’s chest.
And so the Son of Heaven watched as the Son of God died.
[1] The Emperor of Unbroken Rule was extremely close to Adam Schall, as the Jesuit had been an advisor and confidant of his from the age of 12. Although the emperor was never likely to convert, many of his concubines did, and the two were extremely close. Schall was among the few who did not have to kowtow before the emperor, and could visit him at any time.
[2] The Qing had been referring to the Ming as the Southern Dynasty since the 1640s, denying that they were the true rulers of China.
[3] Many of the women in the Ming and Qing courts converted to Christianity; partly because it was rumored that it would bring you luck in the Imperial bedroom.
And, of course, the marriage is ATL. In OTL the Emperor did fall head over heels for her, but they were never married, in public or in secret. He did get rid of his first wife, however.
Thoughts?