Warsaw, Poland January 22, 1943
“Mama, mama, mama.” She pulled the toddler to her chest. The young woman turned and offered her body to the wind. The train kept on moving, slowly going through the capital of the occupied nation. Thick, brown coal smoke penetrated the leaky slats that held up the box car’s walls. The walls offered little protection from the wind. They held in no heat, not even the heat from eighty people huddled together. She was one of the few young women in the car. Guards had removed most of her friends and her sisters the day before. Their children were left to the elderly and their prepubescent sisters to care for. Somehow the guards had missed her. Since then, she had become the hugger of any child.
Rebeccah tried to wipe away a tear as she thought of her sister. Her brave sister, Miriam, had been one of the women marched off the train. Her chin was high and her mind was clear. She knew, just from looking at the middle aged soldiers and guards, that her entire worth was only between her legs to these animals. She knew she was disposable in their eyes. She knew that survival to the end of the war was an absurd question. She did not beg. She did not offer herself. She walked out as strongly as she could and helped another young girl down the ramp so that she would not be bayoneted.
Rebeccah held the toddler closer to her. She kissed his skinny cheeks and ran her hand through the thinning hair. He was alive, which was more than could be said about many toddlers, but not well. She could offer him no promises beyond a few moments of comfort as he wanted his mama who no longer was on the train still heading south.