Sanremo, Italy
Sergio Renzi played with his glass of aged wine, staring thoughtfully at the waterfront. After a moment, he cautiously looks back at me, and puts down his drink.
I joined the Marina Militare at the age of eighteen, rather than go to college. It wasn't patriotism or anything of that sort, I just didn't see the point in getting into crippling debt so that I could spend much of my life at a job I hated.
Of course, I went into the Academy and became an officer. By the age of twenty-two, I had reached the rank of Ship-of-the-line Lieutenant, and I was transferred to a patrol vessel, the Vega. Duties were mainly patrolling safe waters for the off-chance of any existential threat.
[chuckles]
I never imagined just how badly we were going to have it. I mean... refugees? OK, it wasn't like it wasn't a problem before the Rabies. They did come, after all. Sudan, Iraq, whatnot... they were all hellholes, and at the time we weren't.
So they came anyway they could: freighters, sailboats, even those inflatable rafts. They were desperate, their only purpose at the time to get to the promised land foretold by the people they gave their life savings to. And when the outbreak spread beyond China, to Brazil and South Africa and Kyrgyzstan, they really needed to get somewhere safe.
[He finishes his drink.]
You know, there's one story that... I'm not really proud of. But here goes, huh? It was a few weeks before the Panic "officially" begun. There was this one ship, not particularly impressive but none of them were, flying Ethiopian colors. It was obvious that this was a refugee ship. I won't go into the details, though.
Now, our orders were strict: under no circumstances were any of them to reach Italian soil. I thought about the Israeli quarantine, the rumors during shore leave, and it all begun to look more and more real. In all honesty, I was a bit scared. It seemed that what we were dealing with was new, and worst of all uncontrollable.
So, in account of this uncertainty, I didn't hesitate to suggest to the captain that we go straight to warning shots. Only one officer opposed me, and even then not with much force. We were all wary of what was on-board. So we went to battle stations.
We fired a few shells, but we made sure it was at a safe distance. But after the smoke cleared, we saw them still coming. We fired another set, but they still didn't heed. We shouted over a megaphone, "Turn around! Turn around!" but they didn't listen. Maybe they didn't speak Italian, maybe they did... if it was the latter, I wouldn't blame them.
That's when we fired on them. It took them less than an hour to sink, which considering the state of it was impressive. During that time, a couple dozen managed to get onto lifeboats. Others just tried to swim for it. We fired in their direction, and they seemed to get the message. But that's when it begun.
It was the first time I actually saw a Z-head. The fucker reanimated in the water, and climbed to the deck. Cold, unblinking eyes, a stench that could make you vomit internally... and a moan that just does horrible things to you. I shot him in the chest, but as soon as I realized that didn't work I went for the head, several times.
We managed to hold them off, and soon as we felt that we were victorious we returned to port. We were all quarantined and examined, and after I was cleared I was debriefed by a man from the Carabinieri. He was completely unmoved by my story, and instructed me not to repeat it to any unauthorized personnel.
I spent much of the war in Sardinia, writing reports on maritime strategies and watching live satellite footage. It was boring, but I'm grateful cause I know how bad it was in the mainland. I'm just... bewildered by how unprepared we were, despite all of the signs being there.
You mentioned that you wrote reports? [he chuckles]
I'm assuming you are referring to that essay I wrote on piracy. I don't know how the higher-ups got hold of it, most of the time they shelved my reports. And it didn't make much of a difference, but at the time they liked it so they made me First Lieutenant.
And they sent you to Honolulu?
That's right. Only as a naval attache, of course, but it was an "honor," in their words, to be there nonetheless. It wasn't anything like I imagined, since we were on a carrier, but to travel anywhere by that point was a luxury. Especially air travel. I never thought I'd step inside a Gulfstream before the war.
[chuckles]
I was in the room when your President gave his speech on going on the offensive-the human spirit and all that. I've got to say, I was inspired, though that wasn't the case with the Ambassador. On the floor, he repeated our country's position in a... virulent fashion. He almost swore that he was going to vote "No" when the time came.
In our room, there was a bit of a deliberation. Eventually, things got heated between the Ambassador and one of his aids, Luigi, to an operatic point. That's when the "Intelligence" switch in my brain flickered. "I didn't join the Navy to abet in cowardice." everyone turned in my direction, and my eyes widened in realization of what I'd done.
"Have you got something to say, Lieutenant?" he asked. I gulped, but straightened myself. "Well, sir... suffice it to say, we can't hold out until Zack is too bored to attack us. We have to do something! If we want Italy to still be recognized as a country, and the Republic as a functioning government, we're going to have to prove that. But that's just my opinion."
I was sure I was going to be demoted, at the very least. Maybe they'd show leniency and transfer me to a smaller desk, rather than send me to the front lines. But no such reprimand took place. And it wasn't probably a consequence of my intervention, but the Ambassador abstained during the vote. So perhaps, I did make a mark during the war. And yet, didn't we all?
Sergio Renzi played with his glass of aged wine, staring thoughtfully at the waterfront. After a moment, he cautiously looks back at me, and puts down his drink.
I joined the Marina Militare at the age of eighteen, rather than go to college. It wasn't patriotism or anything of that sort, I just didn't see the point in getting into crippling debt so that I could spend much of my life at a job I hated.
Of course, I went into the Academy and became an officer. By the age of twenty-two, I had reached the rank of Ship-of-the-line Lieutenant, and I was transferred to a patrol vessel, the Vega. Duties were mainly patrolling safe waters for the off-chance of any existential threat.
[chuckles]
I never imagined just how badly we were going to have it. I mean... refugees? OK, it wasn't like it wasn't a problem before the Rabies. They did come, after all. Sudan, Iraq, whatnot... they were all hellholes, and at the time we weren't.
So they came anyway they could: freighters, sailboats, even those inflatable rafts. They were desperate, their only purpose at the time to get to the promised land foretold by the people they gave their life savings to. And when the outbreak spread beyond China, to Brazil and South Africa and Kyrgyzstan, they really needed to get somewhere safe.
[He finishes his drink.]
You know, there's one story that... I'm not really proud of. But here goes, huh? It was a few weeks before the Panic "officially" begun. There was this one ship, not particularly impressive but none of them were, flying Ethiopian colors. It was obvious that this was a refugee ship. I won't go into the details, though.
Now, our orders were strict: under no circumstances were any of them to reach Italian soil. I thought about the Israeli quarantine, the rumors during shore leave, and it all begun to look more and more real. In all honesty, I was a bit scared. It seemed that what we were dealing with was new, and worst of all uncontrollable.
So, in account of this uncertainty, I didn't hesitate to suggest to the captain that we go straight to warning shots. Only one officer opposed me, and even then not with much force. We were all wary of what was on-board. So we went to battle stations.
We fired a few shells, but we made sure it was at a safe distance. But after the smoke cleared, we saw them still coming. We fired another set, but they still didn't heed. We shouted over a megaphone, "Turn around! Turn around!" but they didn't listen. Maybe they didn't speak Italian, maybe they did... if it was the latter, I wouldn't blame them.
That's when we fired on them. It took them less than an hour to sink, which considering the state of it was impressive. During that time, a couple dozen managed to get onto lifeboats. Others just tried to swim for it. We fired in their direction, and they seemed to get the message. But that's when it begun.
It was the first time I actually saw a Z-head. The fucker reanimated in the water, and climbed to the deck. Cold, unblinking eyes, a stench that could make you vomit internally... and a moan that just does horrible things to you. I shot him in the chest, but as soon as I realized that didn't work I went for the head, several times.
We managed to hold them off, and soon as we felt that we were victorious we returned to port. We were all quarantined and examined, and after I was cleared I was debriefed by a man from the Carabinieri. He was completely unmoved by my story, and instructed me not to repeat it to any unauthorized personnel.
I spent much of the war in Sardinia, writing reports on maritime strategies and watching live satellite footage. It was boring, but I'm grateful cause I know how bad it was in the mainland. I'm just... bewildered by how unprepared we were, despite all of the signs being there.
You mentioned that you wrote reports? [he chuckles]
I'm assuming you are referring to that essay I wrote on piracy. I don't know how the higher-ups got hold of it, most of the time they shelved my reports. And it didn't make much of a difference, but at the time they liked it so they made me First Lieutenant.
And they sent you to Honolulu?
That's right. Only as a naval attache, of course, but it was an "honor," in their words, to be there nonetheless. It wasn't anything like I imagined, since we were on a carrier, but to travel anywhere by that point was a luxury. Especially air travel. I never thought I'd step inside a Gulfstream before the war.
[chuckles]
I was in the room when your President gave his speech on going on the offensive-the human spirit and all that. I've got to say, I was inspired, though that wasn't the case with the Ambassador. On the floor, he repeated our country's position in a... virulent fashion. He almost swore that he was going to vote "No" when the time came.
In our room, there was a bit of a deliberation. Eventually, things got heated between the Ambassador and one of his aids, Luigi, to an operatic point. That's when the "Intelligence" switch in my brain flickered. "I didn't join the Navy to abet in cowardice." everyone turned in my direction, and my eyes widened in realization of what I'd done.
"Have you got something to say, Lieutenant?" he asked. I gulped, but straightened myself. "Well, sir... suffice it to say, we can't hold out until Zack is too bored to attack us. We have to do something! If we want Italy to still be recognized as a country, and the Republic as a functioning government, we're going to have to prove that. But that's just my opinion."
I was sure I was going to be demoted, at the very least. Maybe they'd show leniency and transfer me to a smaller desk, rather than send me to the front lines. But no such reprimand took place. And it wasn't probably a consequence of my intervention, but the Ambassador abstained during the vote. So perhaps, I did make a mark during the war. And yet, didn't we all?