Chapter 71: Grief or Lewis Pt 6
September, 1611
Neil stopped as the hut came into sight. He took a deep shuddering breath and tried to suppress the image that kept threatening to rise to the surface. His son, his son was dead. His son had been killed by the Prince. Neil had done nothing to stop it.
He took a breath and thought about how he was going to handle the fall out from all of this. Donald was dead and Neil had done nothing to stop it. He took another breath and slowly raised himself up to his full height. He couldn’t grieve he had to rally the men and prepare for the next stage.
A cousin, Kenneth, appeared then. “Report.” Neil commanded.
“We’ve lost roughly a hundred men, Sir. Most of our prominent commanders amongst them.” Kenneth said.
“And the enemy?” Neil asked, praying that it hadn’t all been for naught.
“I’m not sure, maybe eighty men.” Kenneth said.
Neil closed his eyes. “And the man I killed?” The man who he had thought was the Prince who had fought like an idiot.
“It seems that he was a puppet, sent into the fray to distract, Sir.” Kenneth said.
Neil exhaled. So, the Prince had had the foresight to anticipate something like this, which suggested Angus’ cover was blown. “I see.” He said then, more because he had to say something than anything else. “Very well, you may go.” Kenneth muttered something and then disappeared.
Neil kept his eyes closed. This was not going the way he wanted it to. Donald was dead, and a false Prince was also dead. Things were going southwards. Now he was convinced that the Prince would come at him with all his might, and given how he had fought before, that was going to be a lot to handle.
They would need to regroup and prepare. They would need to send someone new into the Prince’s circle. Someone who couldn’t be traced back to them. But who? Neil didn’t know. His wife’s family would be known to the Prince, and his mother’s family were all with him here. He groaned in frustration. Would he have to approach the Morrisons? He really hoped not. He hated the Morrisons.
They were arrogant, self-serving and thought themselves above the rest, simply because they’d once served as King James IV’s advisors in the Isles. An honour they’d since lost once the Lordship of the Isles had become nothing more than a ceremonial title handed out to a person who never came to said Isles.
He opened his eyes, as he heard someone thundering toward him. Neil turned at the last moment and saw his nephew William standing there, drenched in blood and mud and sweat. He looked terrifying.
“Well?!” William demanded.
“Well, what?” Neil asked tiredly.
“What are we going to do now?” William demanded.
“We wait.” Neil said.
“Wait?!” William roared, his voice cracking at the last.
“Yes.” Neil said.
“WHY?!” William yelled stepping toward Neil.
Neil looked at his nephew, without anything showing on his face-he hoped- and replied. “Because we must regroup. We have lost a lot of men, we must heal and recover, and then we must reassess what we do next.”
“And how long will that take?” William demanded.
I don’t bloody know! Neil thought to himself tiredness and grief combining together to lessen his ability to deal with his nephew’s tantrum. “As long as is needed.”
William took another step forward. “And how long is that?”
“Until I give the command.” Neil said, softly. He wanted to convey that his nephew was dangerously close to stepping over the line. His nephew clearly didn’t get the message though for he walked closer until he was right in front of Neil.
“And when will that be?” William demanded, he towered over Neil now, whether Neil had lost a few inches during the battle, he didn’t know. But he was starting to wonder if he’d be able to fight off his nephew if it came down to it.
“When I decide the time is right.” Neil said.
William snorted. “I can’t deal with this!”
“What can’t you deal with?” Neil asked softly.
“This!” William replied spreading his hands out wide. “This! All of this. We’re doing nothing. We got hammered by the enemy and we’re doing nothing!”
“What would you have us do?” Neil asked.
“Fight!” William exclaimed.
“Where?” Neil asked.
“Anywhere!” William replied, his anger clearly showing on his face. “They’re going to be weak and reeling, they’ve experienced losses. We must fight.”
“And how would you approach the fight?” Neil asked.
“I’d find out where they are and attack at once.” William said.
“And what would you do if something went wrong?” Neil enquired, testing his nephew’s patience, just as the other man was testing his.
William frowned. “Wrong? What could go wrong?”
“Anything.” Neil said. “You saw what happened just now. Something went wrong and we retreated.”
“No.” William growled. “We retreated because you are a coward.”
Silence fell over them then. William towered over him, and Neil looked at his nephew coldly. William’s hand was fiddling with his sword, Neil still had his axe in his hands. “Be careful what you say, nephew. You might regret it.” Neil whispered.
His nephew glared at him, and the moments seemed to pass incredibly slowly, then with a snort, his nephew stepped back and said. “Fine. But know this, uncle, Malcolm died because of your hesitancy, because of your failed plan. I will not tolerate another failure.”
Neill took the news of his nephew’s death silently. It was a blow, but it was also one less threat to his own son taking over the reins of the Clan when he died. Donald was gone, but Neil still had other sons. Torquil for instance was incredibly smart. Maybe he could be the one sent to Prince Henry to get information. Nobody knew what Torquil looked like, outside of the immediate family-the benefit of having a sick son-but at the same time, the boy was sick. The journey might not suit him.
Neil pushed that thought to one side and on an impulse said. “You will take fifty men and go and scout. See where the Prince’s army is, and what they are doing. But do not engage.”
“Sir.” William replied, bowing once before departing. Neil watched him go before turning back and closing his eyes again.