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May 18


Queer Space Communist, Female, from Dysphoria

Went to the dentist 2day. Now I'm going to try and find a physician. I've got an apptmt @ Corktown on the 17th for inquiry into HRT :D Apr 14, 2019

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    1. Dorozhand
      Went to the dentist 2day. Now I'm going to try and find a physician. I've got an apptmt @ Corktown on the 17th for inquiry into HRT :D
    2. Dorozhand
      trying to get out and see a doctor, but haven't gotten myself to get out. My memory is really bad and I write to try to hold myself together
    3. Dorozhand
      Agoraphobia has been eating my brain. I'm really sorry, I just feel cold, confused, afraid of everything and spitting out bits of memories.
    4. Dorozhand
      You know, maybe the whole world should just get stoned. Let's all hop into the Matrix and become lotus eaters, free of fear and pain.
    5. Dorozhand
      Food, Housing, Medication; Equality, Safety, Dignity; Education, Labor and Cultural Liberation, regardless of ability.
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    6. Dorozhand
      By regarding our situation and establishing mass proletarian consciousness we raise the sword that will set us free.
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      2. Dorozhand
        This is what it means to fight on the front of thought. The intelligentsia of all peoples have a duty to cultivate revolutionary feelings to bolster the material struggle.
        Jan 25, 2019
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    8. Dorozhand
      I've finally been able to apply for state health insurance again. Once I can get out of the house I'll be looking into HRT ^_^
    9. Ddmkm122
      How'd you get UnBanned?
      Also, congratulations on getting UnBanned!
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      2. CannedTech
        I concur, I was gonna miss your Mexico and China maps tbh
        Sep 21, 2017
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        Sep 24, 2017
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    10. Dorozhand
      I am deeply saddened by the toxicity displayed in this forum.
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    11. Dorozhand
      I feel very frequent impressions of deja vu. It colors my experience of life in interesting ways.
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    May 18
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    We, as sentient beings in control of bodies, could engineer our happiness by achieving controlled manipulation of our material, computational, psychological forms. We could conquer depression, anxiety, PTSD, and other mental illnesses that afflict people. We could end hunger, pain, fear, and anything we chose to or chose not to. We could be lotus eaters and live forever, or choose not to.

    We cannot escape our bodies, and we can only hope that death is the final cessation of conscious awareness, being the end of all feelings. One might imagine alternatives of ideal universes, and not wanting to find out what forever means.

    But if we could engineer material immortality, and become whatever we wanted to become, we could remake ourselves into happy beings free of fear and pain, wandering forever. Wouldn't that be nice?



    Medicine and biotechnology. Psychonautics and neurodiversity. Become the shoggoth and master the body. No need for food, no need for kill. Just stars.