Dorozhand
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Birthday:
May 18
Location:
Site-19 Department of 'Pataphysics
Occupation:
Dockworker/Gas Station Attendant

Dorozhand

Queer Hedonistic Communist, Female, from Site-19 Department of 'Pataphysics

Dorozhand was last seen:
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    1. Ddmkm122
      How'd you get UnBanned?
      Also, congratulations on getting UnBanned!
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      2. CannedTech
        I concur, I was gonna miss your Mexico and China maps tbh
        Sep 21, 2017
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      3. Ddmkm122
        Yes.
        Sep 24, 2017
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    2. Dorozhand
      Linguistic absolutism is white supremacy. Liberate meaning.
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    3. Dorozhand
      I am deeply saddened by the toxicity displayed in this forum.
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    4. Dorozhand
      I do not know anything certainly, even that there is certainly nothing.
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    5. Dorozhand
      Nvm. Working on "Korean Civil War" where Lyuh Woon-Hyung's PRK lasts until a US supported coup in Seoul and subsequent US invasion.
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    6. Dorozhand
      Should I use the Korean War or Vietnam War infobox as a base for a Soviet Civil War in the 1970s? Showdown between Kosygin and Brezhnev.
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    7. Dorozhand
      I feel very frequent impressions of deja vu. It colors my experience of life in interesting ways.
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    8. Dorozhand
      Am I going crosseyed? I'm not sure about anything anymore =O_0= daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
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    9. Dorozhand
      I must be slowly turning into Rei Ayanami. I swear I just pulled a blue hair out of my head. I have no idea either.
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    10. Dorozhand
      About to post something to the map thread since 4 months ago. I need to eat through my backlog :P
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    11. Dorozhand
      I am again working on a new worlda map while a huge QBAM project hangs over my head. Seems to be my state of affairs these days.
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    May 18
    Location:
    Site-19 Department of 'Pataphysics
    Occupation:
    Dockworker/Gas Station Attendant
    Real Name:
    Deneb Syneko Rei
    My OkCupid description is a pretty good profile of who I am:

    I am a non-binary trans person, which means that i don't fit into either of the two gender categories that are assigned to people at birth, and that i wish to be recognized as something other than the gender category that was assigned to me. My specific gender feelings fluctuate near to and within Neutrois, overlapping with Woman as well.

    I was AMAB and am currently seeking out employment to raise money for HRT and surgeries that will alleviate body dysphoria so that i can feel like myself.

    I love cuddling and that saccharine feeling of closeness and intimacy, as well as oral sex. I'm still learning how to give a good blow job and suppress my gag reflex but i would be honored if you would help teach me. I want to know how to give happiness to you as well as i can. But i am also very nervous and deeply scarred by a lifetime of depression, psychosis, and OCD, so i am somewhat delicate and require perhaps some patience. I want to be as accepting as possible, however, so i would be taken on adventures in new experience.

    I am Pansexual/Panromantic and open to being with people of any gender/s and no gender. I absolutely won't dismiss your gender if it is important to you and i won't pressure you to care about gender if you don't. I'm also polyamorous and wish to practise and learn the arts of love making like the sex workers of ancient times. If you're ace, i'm totally open to non sexual relationships as well.

    I am a NEET and don't care if that is culturally unacceptable in an area with no opportunities. I'm working on trying to move out of my mom's house but it's been slow going. Untreated depression and dysphoria combined with autism and living in a profoundly NT-hegemonic society that expects a narrow definition of living has been a colossal clusterfuck for me. If you're still willing to be with me, i want to be yours.

    I am a philosophical hedonist of the Aristippian tradition and subscribe to certain Mohist ideas at the same time, as well as to the epistemological nihilism of Gorgias. I hold to ethics as the principle vehicle of human understanding. I wish to practise universal love, and believe that many philosophical traditions have enriched human thought in their own ways. I am also a communist and believe that everyone deserves the means to live a happy life regardless of what they do or don't do, and in this state of not having to scrape by for their survival by prostituting their skills on a tentacle-faced market their now freely rendered labor will be a beautiful thing to behold.

    I am open to novel and unconventional relationships including polyamory, casual relationships, poly-couples, trinities and other varieties of countercultural love. I am indeed excited at the idea of being a part of something like that.

    I'm also a proud cultural stoner with a deep personal relationship with cannabis, which has helped me deal with trauma and mental illness as well as provide an extraordinary mental clarity, a greater willingness to express my feelings, a greater capacity to deal with social experiences, reduced anxiety, feelings of comfort, a greater hedonic satisfaction and a general enduring personal happiness.

    I also love to experiment with hallucinogenic drugs and psychonautica in general. I would love to be an experimental guinea pig for powerful hallucinogens in a safe environment. Dissociatives are powerful but sometimes a little too powerful for me. In a larger sense, i fully believe in the vast, positive transformative power that psychedelic drugs could exert on world society if the floodgates were opened for their manufacture, use and proliferation.

    I am also a soft antinatalist, believing it collectively unethical to produce children at the rate we do. But i understand that there are heavy social pressures to do so that many people are under. I hold individuals blameless in a sick patriarchal system/culture/set of assumptions that enslaves us all. One day it will be completely ethical to generate new biologic consciousness, but only when humans have solved the problems of hunger, inequality, and senescence. That which is not created is not lost.

    Basically, the only ethical reason to produce children is a gnostic hope that a new generation will make sufficient scientific advancements to achieve a tolerable living condition for all. However, I see the social conditions surrounding reproduction as they exist to be supremely fucked up. I support research and development towards the creation of artificial wombs and cultural development towards collectivized and regulated childcare. The cruel lawlessness and lack of accountability of parental roles, and the conception of children as family property/livestock is central to the problems society as a whole faces. A remnant of feudalism, really.

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    "analogy and probability are not bedrock; they are lifeboats in an ocean of doubt, and sometimes they founder" -Gorgias the Nihilist