Fontainebleau, France. December 1470.
The young knight landed on the ground with a sickening crunch and Margaret cringed, settling back against her seat. Her stomach tumbled in disgust at the sight of his oddly twisted leg, the screams of pain he gave out, and she turned away. A group of people ran to help the man and helped him off the path. His opponent, face hiding under a metal visor, said nothing, merely bowing once before the royal box. He rode off, to rest and prepare for the next of his rounds in the jousting.
France was in the middle of the celebrations to the birth of a Dauphin, the first time something had been celebrated since her own husband had been born, almost fifty years earlier. As the mother to the Dauphin, Margaret had an important role in the events, as if she herself was being celebrated, and not her little son Charles de Valois. Two months had passed since she gave birth and she had only recently been allowed to witness the celebrations, having been churched a week before.
With her husband absent, as some matter of state needed his attention more, she was the sole representative of the royal family. Her unmarried stepdaughters were considered too young to attend and Anne, being the Duchess of Orléans, stayed with her husband. If Margaret had to be honest, she would say that it felt lonely in the royal box, despite her ladies surrounding her.
She felt lonely since she arrived in France, a year before. Louis dismissed her English ladies and surrounded her with those who would be loyal to him, watching her every move for a fault that could be reported back to the King. She knew her letters were read, both those written by her hand and those she received. Sometimes, when a month or two would pass without her receiving news from home, she wondered what had her family said to displease her husband.
She once had been desperate for marriage, eager for a husband and children, but Louis quickly taught her to long for nothing.
A chill ran through her and Margaret shivered, feeling her shoulders tensing up. Two more riders entered the arena, one in a perfectly white horse with glinting armour that caught the light as he moved one way and the other. Her eyes went directly at his shield, which had yellow and blue stripes, surrounded by red. Before she left for France, she had taken care to learn about all of the peers of her husband’s lands, their sigils and symbols. She knew well who that man was.
She turned to one of her ladies. “Why is Burgundy here?” she asked in French. Margaret wasn’t afraid he would hear her, so far away, but the rider continued to look at her as if he knew what she was saying just from the way her lips were moving. It made her shiver again.
“He came for the baptism, Your Grace,” said Elisabeth. “The King choose him to be one of the Dauphin’s godfathers.”
“We are at war with Burgundy,” murmured Margaret. She looked back at Burgundy and saw that he had tapped his feet to the sides of his horse, leading the animal directly to her. Her heart raced.
When he came to stand right before her, Burgundy lifted his visors, deep blue eyes staring at her. “Your Grace,” he said in a careful and practised voice that brought a chill to her spine. “Will you give me the honour of letting me wear your colours today?”
Her mouth ran dry and she could feel everyone looking at her, waiting for her move. Her wrist, where her favour had been quickly tied earlier in the morning, burned and she moved her tongue to wet her chapped lips. Burgundy was France’s enemy, she had always learned that. Louis had been at war with Burgundy since he became King. Should she betray her husband for chivalry?
Before she could make a true decision, Margaret felt as her body forced her to stand up, fingers moving to the gold and red ribbon at her arm as she walked to him. She untied her favour and her lips curled into a small smile as she moved to retie it on Burgundy’s horse’s throatslash. When she was finished, she looked back at him. Their eyes met and she lost her breath at the intensity of his gaze. She wished she could see more of his face, hidden under his helmet.
“Thank you, my Queen,” he said, voice sultry. “I’m sure it shall bring me luck.” Burgundy smiled. She knew he did. She could see the way his eyes wrinkled as his face moved. “When it does, I’ll give to you the victor’s laurel.”
“Bien sur,” said Margaret. She smiled at him and returned to her throne, curling her hands around the arms.
It took a long time before Burgundy removed his eyes from her and returned to his joust.