March 20, 1941 1900 Near Strasbourg
“Mama, I love you”
“I love you, I’m just sad and happy, and proud, and worried and everything else as my baby girl is growing up faster than I could ever think possible!”
“Mama, don’t worry, I’ll only be in Paris. I have a job with the railroad administration. They need girls to file repair reports. I have some friends there, they’ll watch out for me. I won’t get into trouble….”
“My dear, you should try to get into a little bit of trouble. Not too much of course, but some. If there is no trouble, then why live in the city? I always wanted to see Paris,. We never could, the farm would not wait for us. Go my dear, go”
Anna Marie wiped tears from her eyes. This was easier and harder than she ever thought it could be. Her parents took the news that she wanted to move to Paris better than she thought. They actually supported her. They knew that a dairy farm was not where their daughter wanted to be. They did not know that their daughter had been asked by the good Doctor to go to Paris. They did not know that their daughter’s lover (who they knew about and decided to take the wise parental course of deliberate ignorance) had arranged for his mistress to ask one of his colleagues for a job as a clerk and as a mistress. They did not know those details. But they knew their daughter needed to see the world.
As she hugged her mother, her father, grave, stern, and loving but distant tried to hide his approval for her. He could not cry in front of his daughter. He could only go to a cupboard in his bedroom and remove a bottle of wine that they had stored since the day they knew that Anna Marie was to be expected. He had thought this would be a wedding gift, but today, he felt it was appropriate. His daughter, his beautiful, smart, vivacious daughter was launching herself into the world. She was barely an adult, he could remember how she fit in the crook of his elbow as her mother and him had played cards around the table after a day of work. He remembered the pride he had when she came home from school with exceptional marks in math. He remembered her smile when she helped a cow, a prime milker, give birth for the first time. He was proud of her. And now she would go.
“Papa, I will write. “
“I know you will my dear, I just worry about finding out that you’ll forget us here at the farm”
“Never papa, never mama….”